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| Well.. teacher's meeting my dad actually.
her comment: i talk too much.
I, ME? talk too much?????
okay yea. i guess she has a point. but i've got a quiet bone in my body! when i'm sleepy.
:D
thats all.
Goodluck hari bakat people! rock hard!
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oh oh. try and find my new blog! i kinda shifted. half way. find me if you can! and it might not be the one you think it is ;) i have like.. millions of abandoned empty blogs. .. irresponsible me.
iisssh. i'm getting too deep into some stuff. not healthy. gets me confused. heh. | |
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| hhmm.. i feel like i live in my own color-filled world these days. or is black and white? i dont know. depends on my mood. i dont pay much mind to my surroundings, which is pretty frustrating for the people who are around me. like.. sis and bro. dont bother much to anything except colors and colors and playing the piano. I'm learning always be my baby. it sounds pretty on piano. so.. anyway, i slept from.. 2-4 today. went to school, took attendance, then came back to do this!  i'm a obsessed nut. but still..........i like it. stock images+++ and my bright effects are back! not healthy. *shakes head* but oh well.. *sigh* i'm satisfied with my day. :D this is cool! Chris Brown With You +Ciara | |
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| I have found someone to loathe! and no..pe.. its not the egoistic cat-looking man. Its much worse. THIS PERSON IS GOING TO CAUSE HALF OF THE FORM 3 to FAIL FOR MATHS. i mean seriously, i've never had such dislike for someone in less than half an hour. in 20 minutes or so... i've gotten so annoyed i just stared at my.. taaaaaxt book and just looked at the bloody question for the rest of the period(s). I mean.. I WAS WISHING FOR UNFORTUNATE THINGS to HAPPEN TO @*$#&%^#&%and nah... i wont say anything bout it. but it had something to do with SURGERY and an unfortunate accident. anger is not healthy. i mean.. seriously. thinking about it,... i'm going to get irritated again. oh yea! i have a nice looking burn-mark on my finger. cause i stupidly touched the "pemateri" thingy while is was steaming hot. its starting to look like a map or something but heh, i wont elaborate.
--------------------- *tutorial time* i'm obssessed with swirls. LOOK AT ALL I CAN DO WITH A PEN TOOL! not much, but still, i got the gist of it.  OOOH LOOK AT THAT! heh, still not pleased with it yet. ----------- Vince= awesome graphic-er. AAh. his designs can kill. i somehow feel myself idolizing him. :) pimping here! gazefreak via deviantart. vince, man you rock! i like.. suck in comparison. *shrugs* started last yr in aug/sep addictive-ly. What to do?? i'm kinda torn between abstract graphics or.. art-ish graphics. i mean, i can do them both. but.. then one of them will suck! coming off cheap and amateur-ish. yeerr, this blog's turning into some graphic's freak's blog. however, you cant really help get addicted. | |
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| i was bored... so i looked up tuts. which can get pretty addictive. then i realized, i havent fully explored photoshop yet. sssooo, yea, look! vers. 1  yea support Blitzerz! (i had nothing better to do) after looking at it for sometime.. my eyes hurt. okay.. it is THAT ugly. vers. 2  hey, i can afford to be colourful. my idea anyway. :D I did this by myself! swirls thingy too :) :) :)  ooh so pretty. i love sparkles. hah. and this.... is.. just plain failure.  although.. this is not bad, no?  thats all for now! got BM to do...pfft. | |
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| no its not.
i'm not happy at all. i've keeping lke this tinyy... TINYYY little ray of hope that it would have lasted longer. Still, its a huge info to take in in a day. I'm annoyed, and not happy AT ALL over this. Life can be unfair, and you can never get chance.
geez. okay nevermind. dont try and get what i mean. people will think i'm retarded, and.. well, just being plain weird. V understands :) well, I AM HUMAN. so allow me to be weird today.
no, nothing to do with whatever you're thinking. just my world of well.. my world.
------------------------------------------------- Anyway, i said bye to my awesome cousin today. I'm GOING TO MISS YOU Wesley!
but oh well, hopefully i'll get to see him end of this yr.
And then.. i met up with Zoe Chia at OU. she likes this phone and this purse. and i dont know why im blogging bout it.
AND THEN. i remembered that Adwin's having something going on at OU today. BIRTHDAY remember? So.. we met up with them. Adwin, Felix and... Aiman later on. Some other people later on. but we left before that. Oh yea... Adwin got a... underwear repair kit! ey.. oh, i forgot to take a picture of it. :| damn it. And we sat there for about... a long time stoning. I mean seriously, its like TIME STOPPED. no noise, no nothing
I'm typing weird today. i can feel it. hhmph. Then i saw Baby Chia #2! she's very very very red. Like.. tomato red. and cute. NAME HER NATALIA PLS? And i went inside Zoe's house FOR.THE.FIRST.TIME.EVER not to mention.. before leaving OU. that girl dragged me down while trying to climb up this thing. you know, me=weak, so i ended up hurting myself. CHECK OUT THE MARK ON MY LEG
i feel noob but oh well. btw, your closet's too big. :D
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| *prouds*
i can play it :)
now.. to learn to sing while playing
its sounds better than on guitar i tell ya.
I'd take another chance, Take a fall, take a shot for you. I need you like a heart needs a beat, But it's nothin' new. I loved you with a fire red, Now it's turnin' blue...
oh and i plan on taking up drums. that way.. I'll be louder than my sister's guitars.
wheeee.
and.. today is Zoe's tiiiny little little sister's BIRTHday. i mean, like, she was born today. came to the world TODAY. right? right? CONGRATS Zo-ay! and family. i'm being lame. huh. i was informed so late. hhmph. she looks cute and baby-like. (via Clara's blog)
i want to see the BABY.
ah wells.
okay. Tomorrow, will be..
Adwin Teh's birthday! 15th birthday actually. Emo-to-the-suicide-part. Franksinatra/music lover. I swear, music evolves around that guy. He sings most of the time. to himself i think. yea.
Anyway, my wishes to you. Be HAPPY. Make awesome music and never be emo! and have confidence in YOUR music. its your life :) so make it a good one! and and.. dont regret your decisions. things happen for a reason. :)
------------------------ thats all for now! i'm off to read tuts. - Music:Norah Jones - Ruler of My Heart
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| :D  its my way of entertainment. ... yea. thats bout it. - Music:Chris Brown - Superhuman ft Keri Hilson
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| after being deprived for so long... i'm happy to be able to do this again!  :D :D :D :D photoshop can be so rewarding at times geeez, i havent been doing stuff i want to do for so long... i need FREEEDOM. however, that cheered me up alright. i've been thinking. somethings just isnt worth it. i will try not to bother anymore. hhmph. fyi. i'm in love with my graphic above! i like the meaning i have for it :) :) it has deep meaning. LOOK properly and oh yea. i realized i've fallen asleep in class almost everday. dang. three times today. i'm sleep-deprived. and.. and... i'm in love with ferras' music. where is the love?- Tags:graphics
- Music:Katy Perry- Still Breathing
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| Yea it was!!!
Happy factor #1. I got TWELVE in class! that feels good. i mean, i went up one position and i've been getting 13 twice in a row. sooo good news!
school was boring. i fell asleep a lot. but still! after school, it was fun!
Ikea is actually a pretty awesome place, come to think bout it. Food there is good.
So people and I went to ikea after school for lunch. Lunch was good!! and relaxing.
the crazy part was kinda after clara, cindy and zoe left. errrm yea. janice andrea and I visited the toys section.. then felix and aiman + adwin came along. then we pretty much ransacked the place. and.. ah. crawled through holes. didnt know how we manage to do that. but we did! we found toilets and beds amusing. although i dont understand why, but we did!
the beds in ikea are cool!
we were like a 35 minutes late for photography. that aint good. but oh well, people needed cotton candy. what to do... then aiman and felix camwhore-d in every single picture they could fit in.
it seemed like a pretty crazy day. what with dancing in the rain and people poking me non-stop. find it amusing when i scream or something. (andrea)
that girl cant keep her feet straight la. how am i suppose to catch her?
i havent felt so relaxed in a long time. always rushing for something i have to rush for something soon.
but still! today was weird! but fun.
rush rush now. i think i'm going to get a tumor or something. either that or there's a big fat hammer in my head. | |
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| elo! i have currently lots of work to do. but i feel like posting an old graphic. relive those memories ya know. i should stop blogging but ahh well, i have the urge to type. Omg this is so old! i think its like.. my first use with brushes like ever. daang. last yr bout.. ah Oct 5th!  and i made it like.. during exams. okay. i was retarded then. but oh well.. and i forgot how to make it! hhhm. i need more experiments. abstract lover at heart :D --------------- i hate the bloody Z's | |
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| ...birhday wishes! i'm waiting for lunch. and so.. i'm just going to take time to wish some people Happy Birthday! *goes to check 3M for list of dates* so so so.. i've been missing out on these dates. I'll just say as much as i can :) Errrm Happy (BELATED) Birthday to...: Arnold ( wish already but i'll wish again) aaah. WenYew, WenYi, Eujin(although no one told me so i almost forgot) and and and.. Pn Norehan! i'm starting to forget.. heh. Oh and Happy Birthday to Davinaa! who.. well, is too smart for my liking :) joking. but still, too smart. but nice! and weiEEE. my form5 head who is funny most of the times and likes to leave me with no words. :D awesome graphics too. edit: okay, out of niceness i will add a few more things. compare weiEEE's awesomeness to the great wall of china and the other six wonders of the world. you'll get the picture. oh, and the guy has crazy imaginations. dinosaurs and tiny people included. go figure! happy?---------------------------------------- --- okay what else, i'm still waiting for lunch. hhmph. Oh! I'm happy with my exam results time. its all good. not to shabby. if i get the same results for PMR i will be very very VERY happy. and too much of a good thing can be bad. i'm having a bit of overdose from photoshop. that sucks. but in the words of Janice Tan, i've found my calling! so.. i'll see. 2 more layouts to go. and and.. i just thought of something  cats never win. unless maybe in aristocat. thats something to think about :D ------------ Okay, now.. i want to go to Portugal. Anyone wants to come with me? i mean.. ah.. this library sorta got me wanting to go. So beautiful  - Music:Kady Malloy - Hallelujah
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| AHHH. omg i love that show. even if it makes me bawl. okay, i'm making a promise to myself not to touch this again. ever.  omg cheefai only has ONE picture! i told you to be more camera-friendly. andrew has a million. ... camwhore. oh yea! i added the little squarish object loved by you nerds :) seee the CUBE?????  second page!!! people like this more. WHY?? WHY????? okay, i can see why. but i like the cube!!!!! and the little ipod at the bottom. if you can spot it :)
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| Sooo. I'm done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at least, i think i am. maybe when people start to comment bout it, i'll change it again heh, i'm easily influenced. so so so, here it is  my second-not-so-spazztic page! i've got a very very very very veeeery good feeling SOMEONE is going to pick on it. and probably make me change it. no english remember? no "peace sign"???? no "funnnyyy poses"??? go pick on someone else. hmph. mag was late last yr anyway. and i'm blaming TWO people. anyway anyway, me being annoyed aside, i have two more to do. joy. green and brown. sounds like the forest to me. or.. a drain or something. huh. and this might me my last post on this blog. i'll just see tomorrow. I'm GOING TO MISS IT! but seriously, too troublesome. safari(internet program) doesnt support this very much. ---edit edit: ah fffffffffffffark. I'm missing an important picture!!!!! oh great. and wtf is this? glowing shoe laces are a big no-no. | |
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| ONE O'CLOCK.
sshit and crap. ah bloody hell. i have school in 6 hours.
i need sleeep.
try and GUESS the reason, why ME, I am awake.
'zzzzzzzz'. | |
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| Happy Father's Day, Dad! i left something for ya. hope you like it :)
Okay, i'm going to vent some frustration here. PIANO. FOR.THE.NEXT.TWO.MONTHS. 2+2.30+3.30= EIGHT HOURS OF PIANO PER WEEK.
i'm not blaming my teacher. guess its for my good. but still, i want my weekends and life back. see, Zoe, you can finally make fun of me =\ :D
okay, anyways, dont watch PS, I Love You. cause.. i've only been watching for like almost and hour and i'm crying, weeping and etc. i'm pretty sure my emotionally-tough sister was tearing up too.
my brother thinks i'm insane?
i didnt even like the book that much. but i guess when stories come to life, thats where emotion comes from.
++ things are looking blank now. nothing goes in, and nothing come out either. no imagination, nada.
deadline's on monday. i have no confidence of being able to pass it up at the right time.
What happened to the times where things were simple? Like.. form 2??? i had plenty of free time then. i had time to sleep, sleep and sleep and still be able to keep up.
time to make a black and white graphic. heh, naah. i'll just go read the Host. (which is turning out to be a pretty cool book)
and and... listen to Katy Perry! Her songs are whacky. i mean seriously. exp: I Kissed A Girl, UR So Gay, Mannequin. but still, nice songs. as crazy as the lyrics are.
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| Okay, yesterday i was irritated. Today, i'm just plain annoyed. not healthy. First of all, second page is ugly. actually, the actual word is fugly. here's the tiny tiny tiny thumbnail of it.  its too ugly to be full-viewed LOOK AT THAT? seriously, apa itu???? aaah. damn it. picture arrangements leave me speechless and blind. and I MADE it! i'm going to quit. cant take it anymore. =\ can i just remove all the pictures and just do patterns? it'll make things easier for me. One thing that made me a teeny more happier though: My piano is improving! at least, i think. one step closer to my goal. :) but still.... LOOK AT THAT!!! its so ugly... so so so so so ugly. piano for the next two hours now. joy. | |
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| okay. THIS IS MY INSPIRATION AT THE MOMENT. i will stare and stare at this picture till something creative pops up in my head  *wants to learn* *stops to rant* you know what? i hate kh. everything about it. except! for the wood part. other than that, the projects, the accounts, the subject- i hate EVERYTHING. waste my bloody time. and i missed maths. i need sufficient amount of maths okay. or else i will FAIL. and i missed my last period with Pn LEE! she wont teach maths to 3M anymore. :( So so so depressing. i will be noob in maths now. i already suck enough in translations, and now.. i missed a whole period of it! because i was kept in the makmal (which is full of mosquitoes) to do crap. @#$&^@$*@%!*&$%#. | |
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| ^yea it is! after a day's hard work and photoshopping shenghao's face again and again, from black to white to brown. I'm DONE!!!!!! haha. only with the first page :D  Oh its so nice. i'm in the syiok sendiri mode. ignore ignore. And i am so proud :) Every little part is with very tiny details. So... YEA! the next page is going to spazz-tic and crazy and happy! cause i'm feeling like that now. this blog is turning into my haven for GRAPHICS!! when i'm done with this layout.. it'll be vector art time! Alethea told me bout tablets(???) today, so now i'm interested :) and today was a sleepy & tiring day for me. i was falling asleep in science when i was suppose to be arguing. | |
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|  hey. i was bored :) but its pretty right? and i ripped off my class' blog header SUNFLOWER. see?  but oh well.. i'm thinking of changing blog sites. i cant change my url here. But this is where i blog since form 1.! so.. dilemma dilemma. right. and where did all my graphics go? my tag thingy doesnt work. i should do more of these! and never finish my class' layout ahh yea. that will be nice | |
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